It is said that some things are better left unsaid ,but it actually means that the opposite person understands what you actually mean…but at times some things that are in your mind need to be forgotten ,because it may change everything that is…and if things are going fine and you think everyone is happy ,its good to forget things !!
We should not manipulate the life according to ourselves..
Betrayed like feeling sometimes..a very low feeling, like a complicated relationship ,a good friend , a stranger , mental pressure from the parents to do well on the tests ,thinking about the future of their offsprings, overcaring at times…hmph
why did i even exist on this planet, depressed mostly because of a heartbreak among students in teen years ,some are dumped, and small fights that go with every couple…
at such a time ,when all things keep saturated in the small teen brain (most cases 
,no offense big people out there) ,a close friend , a special someone ,a pat on a shoulder ,a hug ,a kiss ,assurance that change every feeling of yours, its like a light in the dark feeling…like yes, i can do it , i was born for this ,thank god for the moment ,keep sparked up for the day ,that moment becomes a silver line in the life ,many silver lines are ideal in life, those are the most happiest moments of life ,but though such zeths of life keep us charged up for the tough life ahead, we should always pray to god that these lines are to the minimum, lead a happy, enjoyable life with the loved ones
Life was so good pehle, used to be so perfect, had good friends who used to keep in contact all the time, but now looks like I have got my self onto a rocky street, where many rocks and boulders await for me ,I think pehle bhi , I was on the same road, but had really good suspensions on me……got the Indian taste of friends…which turn me to hating them as they backstab me…actually I think the problem is in me ,I started expecting things from my friends I guess…pehle I used to be ‘ jo hona hai hone do…baad mein sochenge’…and with luck all things turned out fine. People thought I was cool, which added to my social popularity…now it could be that my lady luck is gone. I am totally confused in this situation here….
The best thing(s) I could possibly do right now is:
• Break contact with my backstabbing friends
• Stop expecting from people.
• Find my luck…someone/something I might have lost at an instant of time..
• Stay confused
Guess I shall follow the first two options…and try to be AT again…the ‘No Load Condition’ continues…now with High Resistances..
and…all you dipshits, fuck off!!!
duniya walo….kya batau main apni kahani tumhe , tum log saale ro padoge :p
hey dis is ma new site….its under construction ryt nw…so you came come bak sumtym l8r…thnx 
